Since young I was always being called "Fatty" in
class, my heaviest was at 70kg when I was 12 years old. I've always cared very
much of what other people think of me...but I was too scared to lose my
friends...so I "tolerate", convincing myself that they are only just
kidding when they called me "fatty", never knowing how deep it
influenced me in my confidence level...
I spent my whole 12 years of primary and secondary school
life feeling stressed and sad everyday as I didn't have time for myself, since
even lunch break I needed to help classmates do homework, buy food, run errands
etc. I do not mind helping if they appreciated my efforts...the main reason I
started to slim down was actually because I didn't have time to eat during
break time...thus causing me to suffer from Low Blood and Gastric till now...
I have always blamed my schoolmates for giving me such a bad
experience in school life, but then I realized it was also my fault as I was
the one who chose to do all those things. After I left secondary, I decided to
Transform myself, inner and outer. I wasn't going to let other people affect
what I love to do - Beauty.
Now I treat all my past experiences as a good example to
give to other people who are facing the same situation. CHANGE is the key to
transform your life, CHANGE instead of BLAME. When you realize your value,
people will respect you for your value as well!
自小我就被班上的同学叫“肥婆”，我最重的时候是12岁70kg, 我一直很在乎别人对我的看法，可是我太害怕失去我的朋友，所以我选择了“忍”。也没有想到这些对我的自信心造成多么深的阴影。
从小学到中学的12年里，我每天都过得很恐惧很压力，毕竟连下课的时间我也必须帮同学印笔记，做功课，排队买食物等。可惜我觉得同学都不懂得感恩，我会瘦下来的主要原因也是因为下课时没有时间吃东西，导致现在的贫血和胃痛...
我之前一直埋怨同学在我的小学中学生涯对我造成那么不愉快的回忆，但之后发觉到其实这一切都是自己一厢情愿的。离开中学之后，我决定改变自己，内在与外在。我不会再被别人的眼光及言语影响我爱做的事
- 美。
过去的不好回忆我会把它当成是很好的例子，激发更多与我一样状况的人。 蛻变是改变人生的关键。改变，不是埋怨。当你发觉自己的价值，别人也会看到你的价值！
